This is only something I thought, in a different form, earlier today @ stoppage of time for meditation.  I forgot it and carried it with me and wrote something else in another form, longhand, clipping, halting, flowing over other thoughts that came up to impede the stream.  This is the result of affected and much altered recollection:

Each now moment of now is the future I live in . . .

 . . . if I can

When I can.  I can now!

I am there!

There is eternal peaceful non-violence – no thought of making anything or anyone ‘pay’ for anything in any way.

And in that future, now, is reality for everyone.  I live in love!

And I’m telling you it’s the future, the destiny of us all

I’m asking you to draw on it.  It is there.  It is here.  It is now!  You don’t have to look very far, it is within.

You don’t have to ask very hard. It is given. It is a free gift from the source!

While we can’t live there – and I don’t dwell – we, nonetheless can be aware, we can awaken; even if to mere moments, glimpses that flash and vanish away uncaught unseen so subtly felt or sensed in intuition within

It doesn’t matter. It exists to us all.  We can draw on it.  It is easy.  It is peace.  We don’t have to live this way, this physical way, this way of fear, this tallying up of score, often falling short, needing to protect and preserve, fearing final judgment – or fearing finality itself.

No!  We must only serve ~ eternity ~ the future now for all in peace and serene calm

And maybe I seem to be there more.  Maybe I live there longer in perception.  Maybe you want to give me a physical lifetime’s worth of painful reminders, something for me to fear, some way to make me pay.

But, long or short, anything you insist upon in a life doesn’t register on the measure of eternity.

So, the lifetime’s worth of pain or the termination in finality that you might wish to exact with revenge on my ‘deluded’ living in the future/now will be immaterial.  Everything material is thus immaterial.  Hence it is not real.  The physical world and any one person’s lifetime within it is a non-identifiable blip within the vast unlimited scope of eternity.  You have every right to dispute this but your dispute, like your ‘whole’ life, will not be findable on the only measure of reality, eternity.  The pain you make me feel likewise is less than a blip a flash – unseen, not even truly seen, as nothing is.  Nothing is real!

Draw on this!  Awaken to this!

It is within.  It is in us all.  It is there for you.  The future/now!  The Realm of Wisdom!

You may say you can’t see it.  You may refuse to acknowledge it.  But it is there.  It is within.  Eternity!  Now!  Nothing to kill or die for!  And no possessions (or religion) too!

You may say I’m crazy.  I may be a lucky one, having spent much youth in another dimension, oft daydreaming my life away, as if I believed in them.  I don’t know.  It doesn’t register now.

You don’t have to be right.  I’m not wrong.  Now is beyond.  Now is within.  Draw on it.  Awaken.  If for a moment, then get a piece of what is real.  Eternity.  Eternal now.  The Realm of Wisdom which is upon us being within us.  Violence is not a thing nor can register on a scale.  Revenge is the real delusion.  Pain is not real.  Nor is fear.

Nothing is real.

And that’s eternity!