I just came to the realization that what I’ve been attempting in my spiritual quest is that I become anal amnemonic about my life here on earth.

I am quite a ways down the journey and I am quite an adept (but not in a braggadocio manner – that would be spiritually self-defeating).

In retrospect I can certainly recognize that once I learned to do it freely out and about in the world — (in the provided sanctuary spaces and not literally in the agorá, of course) — I had turned a corner to recovery and was a balanced entity entirely opposite and different (in an extremely good way!) to the person I was before,

In fact it is literally a pleasure now and I so look in all positive anticipation for each moment of now that constitutes a so-called ‘future’!