Looking for God

Circled the wobble desperate

Bearings lost unmoored

Listened to advice

Felt nothing but fear

Disabled in panic

• I’m sorry
• I panicked
• And forgot

Wasted my gift of time

Looking

For something that is there

Past points where I clamor to stop sharp

In unrest to avoid the stupid things

That have happened – whims that sour and cause

Pain and suffering

Troublesome remorse

Replay rewind recur

• I’m sorry
• I panicked
• And forgot

Somehow I forgot that sorrow never suits

That the moments to erase twin with achievement

Pride never suits nor remorse

All have made me

What I am now

I pause indefinite centered, still, to remember

Christ and the living kingdom

Timeless now

In me and with me without me all about