I said to myself as I was silently composed in gentle rapture praying that:

“I put all my trust in Yogananda”

[which is unusual but spontaneous, innocently sincere]

 

 

Immediately a harsh personality within myself scolded me:

“You should only put trust in God.  Humans are not God”

 

 

I was too composed and joyous — hearing the pleasant ringing, the high frequencies I hear in their eternal coupling with the Om — to be thrown off or out of balance by this. I gently silent said to self:

“God is not some ”one” we put trust in. We are eternal spirits.  We are one with God.  I put my trust in the successful seekers of God.  I understand them to be human.  I know they are not God.”

 

The harsh personality shut up, silenced.  My inner smiled.

I prayed gently on, lost in the sweet ringing . . .

There is an overlay of love and peace atop the delusion.

Love is everywhere!

All souls are in love with God!

There is peace in the evolution of awakening.

Peace is here.  Peace is now.

The kingdom of heaven is at hand!

This holds especially true with your enemies.

[Don’t have any]!

Are people difficult to deal with?  Do they just rub you wrong?  Do you ever wish that there were a better quality people who deal honestly, on a more sincere basis?  Damn these ersatz clowns!  If you were God, surely you’d re-create a better version of people, just wouldn’t you?

Well, the truth and the good news is that there already are such noble creations!!!  The spirit form of each of us exists, perfect in unity with creation, intimately connected yet detached from these stumbling, bumbling earthly avatars.  Our spirits reside at one in the kingdom of heaven, biding time in oblivious joy/om vibration while our earthy forms thrash about selfishly, karmic cycle after karmic cycle, just working on getting it right, learning lessons ever so small and seemingly trivial, seeking the Creator, seeking awareness of the spirit form, working towards reunion with the spirit form, increment by increment, time at a near eternal standstill, seeping imperceptible as cold molasses towards warmth of awakening.

So, simply consider everyone you see in light of the light.  Think of them in perfect spirit form, one with creation.  Think of yourself that way too!  See the oneness, see the connectedness, see the spirit in heaven form of everyone.  We’re all much more pleasant to take that way!  Keep this in mind and you may even drop this discontent with the way people always seem to “let you down”.

There is great joy in so awakening!

Look to the Godhead!

All are angels.  All are spirit.  It’s a matter of fact!

Never harbor a negative thought

If that’s too simple – no one qualifies

Then add this:

Don’t rue or regret – have no mind for time.  The ‘forever’ time it took to get here is no time at all.  There is no time

Dwell not on ‘mistakes’ ‘errors’ ‘wrong turns’ ‘bad decisions’ ‘sin’ – these are all arbitrary negative ageing thoughts – of no consequence – of no bearing.  They are tangled up in the created negativity

Have no mind for time

Create constructive opposite!

Never harbor a negative thought!

All qualify!

Seek!

Ask

No one can make you happy; no one can prevent your happiness.

 

In a choosing of so few –

 

– A preponderance of so many

 

 

A subtle unremarkable non-noticeability

The accumulation so infinitesimal – the scratch of the moraine mystical unseen

 

A game like this could play out for an unimaginable long time

‘twould seem to be infinity itself

Or approaching infinite

 

But it is a mistake to assume only one round.

A grave mistake.  Literally to pun!

 

– yet one assumed in such a fixed, unquestioned consensus

 

– As if a generally accepted heresy

Frail, weak and errant humans have bound and limited the spiritual without and beyond bounds into bound and limited simpleton terms, stubbornly to their detriment, despite having been told that ‘what is bound on earth is bound in heaven’.

 

Ransom and bargains of substitution are downright Sicilian.  Sacrifice is the crudest human understanding of spirituality possible.

 

Known and demonstrated misinterpretations have stood in error for two thousand years, still standing stubborn stead.

 
And virtually no one with even a smidgen of conformist group-think fear can fathom Jesus’ concerted and sustained attack on the religious establishment ‘of the day’ as the feed-back loop for all time that it is.  What hope is there that ‘the kingdom is at hand’ could have spiritual resonance?

1. You can let in the light by increment. You might not even notice any change. This is amazing incrementalism within mystical wondrous imperceptibility. Yet it continually unfolds. True grace. [‘Within us and without us’, I could say]. Persistence, as always, pays many dividends. One positive thought at a time can bring you to realize that you’re a spirit, free: free of time, free of worldly ambition, free of causal damnation, free of guilt, free of loathing, nothing to fear, not even death or its accoutrements: what you might imagine — or might have been told to [un]imagine — is to come afterwards. For this is it! Spirit! What is us is wave and particle of light, in curious occupation of a series of very temporary abodes in a variety of physical avatars. There is not even time enough for dissatisfaction with a particular avatar, if we only knew. And we can know: incrementally. We should all be looking for ways to be positive, for ways to truly help, to advance the kingdom that is truly at hand, time obliterate.

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Or, exercise that much ballyhooed free will. Continue to fixate on cause and effect. Assign blame for all that goes awry. Accept fault for what may only be the manipulative manifestation of mind of another’s faulty perception. As long as there’s tangible cause and effect, someone at fault, someone to blame.

Sorting truth from the mores and morass is more than Sisyphean tough. A dedicated lifetime can’t find it. The toughest truths hide unseen smack in the middle of the mores and morass.  Of most extreme difficulty within suchlike context is the quest for the spirituality of Christ consciousness.  It’s two thousand years in hiding within the mores and morass on top of mores and morass.  Mores and morass include social niceties: rules wrung devoid of spirit in the guise of spirit.  I’m talking deep-state deception:  mores and morass of the deception [maya] world, without end.  Idolatry of name=word to your mother. These are the most despicable of all:  the ones who consider their association with this to be righteous.  No wonder their favorite dogma involves fundamental depravity.