In the ordinary course of life

I was required to wait

I stood, tranquil

in the glowingness of knowingness

 

 

It may well turn out

that my only job

is to vibrate a certain peace

and to merely walk around

shedding – spreading – that peace!

 

And in all the looking

years and years

fruitless striving

tears cried anger frustration

miserably

downing myself for not achieving

as well

as I could have

I have been a self-fulfilling prophecy

for I have been failing

 

for it may turn out

that now I know

and I don’t care

to fail

 

I haven’t.

All the time to now is as nothing

All the time from now is as nothing

 

I walk in the certain vibration of peace

And I give it my all!

Meekly

In peace

Each day – with every single breath –
I become more dead ~ [and more spirit-alive!]
The light energy eternal cleanses and purifies into glowing transformation!
The very Godhead is the vibe of abundance!
Connected!
The mystic filament that transforms oneness of light and love
Is awakened!
More spirit alive, gentle instrument of subtle melodic abundance
Each day I become more dead.

When I used to play it, I plied it. I pleaded from the bottom up:
It was like a tea-chest bass, circa skiffle ‘56
Found lying idle in someone’s backyard storage shed
Pawed hard with plonk by the clumsiest most musically disinclined,
too arrhythmic for the washboard or to learn to mimic drum beat on-beat approximation of time

 

Dead end. Busy signal. Disconnect.

 

On the contrast, when it comes from whence
It is the delicate instrument of most angelic silent masterful secret chords
Melodies of subtlest purity love in song
Transforming perpetual
Moment by moment
Unceasingly.
Pure.
One.
Om.

 

I said to myself as I was silently composed in gentle rapture praying that:

“I put all my trust in Yogananda”

[which is unusual but spontaneous, innocently sincere]

 

 

Immediately a harsh personality within myself scolded me:

“You should only put trust in God.  Humans are not God”

 

 

I was too composed and joyous — hearing the pleasant ringing, the high frequencies I hear in their eternal coupling with the Om — to be thrown off or out of balance by this. I gently silent said to self:

“God is not some ”one” we put trust in. We are eternal spirits.  We are one with God.  I put my trust in the successful seekers of God.  I understand them to be human.  I know they are not God.”

 

The harsh personality shut up, silenced.  My inner smiled.

I prayed gently on, lost in the sweet ringing . . .

There is an overlay of love and peace atop the delusion.

Love is everywhere!

All souls are in love with God!

There is peace in the evolution of awakening.

Peace is here.  Peace is now.

The kingdom of heaven is at hand!

This holds especially true with your enemies.

[Don’t have any]!

Are people difficult to deal with?  Do they just rub you wrong?  Do you ever wish that there were a better quality people who deal honestly, on a more sincere basis?  Damn these ersatz clowns!  If you were God, surely you’d re-create a better version of people, just wouldn’t you?

Well, the truth and the good news is that there already are such noble creations!!!  The spirit form of each of us exists, perfect in unity with creation, intimately connected yet detached from these stumbling, bumbling earthly avatars.  Our spirits reside at one in the kingdom of heaven, biding time in oblivious joy/om vibration while our earthy forms thrash about selfishly, karmic cycle after karmic cycle, just working on getting it right, learning lessons ever so small and seemingly trivial, seeking the Creator, seeking awareness of the spirit form, working towards reunion with the spirit form, increment by increment, time at a near eternal standstill, seeping imperceptible as cold molasses towards warmth of awakening.

So, simply consider everyone you see in light of the light.  Think of them in perfect spirit form, one with creation.  Think of yourself that way too!  See the oneness, see the connectedness, see the spirit in heaven form of everyone.  We’re all much more pleasant to take that way!  Keep this in mind and you may even drop this discontent with the way people always seem to “let you down”.

There is great joy in so awakening!

Look to the Godhead!

All are angels.  All are spirit.  It’s a matter of fact!

Never harbor a negative thought

If that’s too simple – no one qualifies

Then add this:

Don’t rue or regret – have no mind for time.  The ‘forever’ time it took to get here is no time at all.  There is no time

Dwell not on ‘mistakes’ ‘errors’ ‘wrong turns’ ‘bad decisions’ ‘sin’ – these are all arbitrary negative ageing thoughts – of no consequence – of no bearing.  They are tangled up in the created negativity

Have no mind for time

Create constructive opposite!

Never harbor a negative thought!

All qualify!

Seek!

Ask

No one can make you happy; no one can prevent your happiness.

 

In a choosing of so few –

 

– A preponderance of so many

 

 

A subtle unremarkable non-noticeability

The accumulation so infinitesimal – the scratch of the moraine mystical unseen

 

A game like this could play out for an unimaginable long time

‘twould seem to be infinity itself

Or approaching infinite

 

But it is a mistake to assume only one round.

A grave mistake.  Literally to pun!

 

– yet one assumed in such a fixed, unquestioned consensus

 

– As if a generally accepted heresy