. . . when the ever present past is an overwhelming presence future present imperfect and tense a continuous recurrence of a haunting of the familiar signals a feedback loop of the background noise so amplified a haunting repetitive ubiquity background becomes foreground background comes to the fore foreground becomes reality a given pressure cooked and stoked of obstruction a familiar assumed sort of diet of mystical sorrows figurative empty processed carbs and sugars to a bewildered soul a fattened lump of hungry soul festering hungrier dissatisfied and hungry gnawing in soul deficiency of deficit malnourished fear of loss the cacophony taken for reality taken granted for granite the struggle is real don’t feel slighted by gifted troubles don’t let reality of the struggle is real define the real cause without effect the fire you fear the curse the eternal torment of what was of what is to be avoided at all costs yet a gift subtle eternal is always singing imperceptive music underneath in the quiet of the solitude of the center there is crucible there is pulse true and beautiful faint and slight to feel the divine! Seek divine! The strewn abandoned positives are hidden deeply in the origin! The precious gifts of positives are hidden deeply in the destination! Silly beggar in the goldmine, all treasures are a living gift inherent integral to the in the now let go of that which you seek to conquer to possess like one possessed riches that make you poor including life itself the ultimate delusion you fear to lose. Love is not lost! Spare the divining rod and spoil the innocent child within. Edit the origin! Change the destination! See what really is really is hidden in rejected obscure moot regrets. Live the repast nourishing of love forgiveness of self and all around you! Tolerate not with resignation not with duty but with the care and love of Assissi! Forgive the generally accepted imposition! Clear the memory banks! The borders! Arbitrary as they are be free like the butterfly of music! Live for a day! Be attitude of positive! Or else believe it or not continue as in the image you are given free will choice to choose the wallow negative delude yourself negative go on be afraid negative to lose what you don’t have negative the caravan of fear eternal fire to fear to doubt to discontent hell is takers everywhere it comes for you as real as any terrorist gangster horde of democrat free love lice and std pc of your willful conjurance